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Jun 19, 2009

This aint Depression baby


I don’t know if I’m paranoid or if part of the paranoia is for a good reason.

Have you ever just tried to live right and be respectful to others not willfully use, hurt or abuse anyone.
I try to live my life this way and always remember that no matter how things are going with me, there is someone out there doing worse or better lol. Yea sounds dumb but that’s life.

Why are there people out there always looking to hurt other people and always seem to be doing something sneaky or under handed.. Some may call it passive aggressive. What makes this bad is that the persons I see doing this work with people who are there because they cannot take care of themselves. From so called Ministers to Nurses and Dr.’s

Who are you supposed to trust when they fail you? And you start to even believe that God hates you too?
Sometimes people will hate you no matter what you do. When you are “not doing so good”… you will hear it and when you are doing better some may resent it.. Resent that you are becoming independent and they have a hatred for you that you cannot understand and it confuses you? Like what the F.?!

These are some of the things going through my mind today…


Written sitting in a waiting room…..

“ people don’t like you when things are bad and hate you when things are good”
By: me

Jun 9, 2009

I'm back


I spent a long time away from this blog. I have been wanting to update or move this blog to my own domain. I am still undecided and until then , I will just blog on...

I have been keeping myself busy, learning about Internet Marketing and also, working hard at keeping myself well. I still have some really horrible mood swings and one reason I need to get a physical checkup.

I have symptoms of ovarian failure it's sometimes called premature menopause. I'm too young for this, but not for my ovaries to fail. Some females are diagnosed with this in their teens.

Hot flashes are a B****.

During the hot flashes and Prozac I am really loving taking part in a 12 week course offered by Jeremy Schoemaker. This is keeping me busy from 6:30 am - 5pm.

Thanks for all the messages for me to start blogging again... I will do that and tell u all what i am currently doing with Life, Health and Love!....

Have a Blessed Day
( picture in post... my character in the world of warcraft game, she's a fighter like me.)

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