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Oct 27, 2008

Why I Left Blog Catalog


I have spoken to many really good bloggers and most of all real genuine people through blogging.
I have read blogs that dealt with everything from abuse too how to make money and be financially independent. The reason I was attracted to Blog Catalog is because people spoke their minds and discussions came about from it all and it taught me allot about other people who I may have never known in real life.
From War veteran's to someone living in Iceland.

For the past year though the discussion board had become a dead zone with the splitting of discussions. Some discussions are set aside away from the main discussion board because some bloggers do not want to be bombarded with political or religous text. Where is it written that when you join a Social Network, you have to love it all and all blogs and speech there? damn logout!!!!

When you do not like or agree with something in your life you may put it on he back burner, but damn if it don't creep up and burn your backside eventually.

A few days ago one blogger posted a new article clip about an incident in India and said how much it upset him, because a child was harmed. This was deleted from the discussion board, because the link is gone. I have seen this done many many times.

Before I headed out today I make a joke about how I would leave the USA if Obama is not voted in as Pres. U know I like to laugh.... Hmmm I came back to see what was going on with the discussion and it was gone, POof! hmm well I know why the other bloggers Post dissapeared, it's because the child in the news article was harmed by a fellow Muslim who burned over 60% of her body...
The fact that he was Muslim is what made the discussion get deleted. Well I have to say that if i didn't believe how fk'd up that was I will say it now that I decided to walk away from BC. the Admin at BC reminds me of how sad the UK has become with ISLAM.

I guess what I am trying to say is that why the hell can Muslims say whatever they feel about non Muslims and we have no rights to even utter a word in defense?

For the Bloggers who have not read the book or watched any Documentaries on this subject. try this from amazon.

"While Europe Slept: How Radical Islam Is Destroying the West from Within"

First of all I am tolerant until you threaten me

The more I started to learn about me. My Africa, My Creole, My French and how I came to be, I also became angry.

will write more about this later.... Peace all I will think about what I write and not blog off the top of my head today.

Oct 25, 2008

Funny Blast from the Past

Have you ever had this song or beat in you head and couldn't quite match it to a song or artists?

Well I had this one in my head too long and decided to look it up, because I could sing it and had no idea where in the world this came from.

Thanks to google I found a video from 1984 and the song .. omg omg omg I used to watch stuff like this ???

Oct 24, 2008

Chinatown Market

City shuts Chinatown Market - Chicago Breaking News: "More than 130 rat droppings were found"

This is why I don't eat out as much.. unless i see that kitchen!!!!
Lawd this is just nasty.. Maybe they think Americans will eat anything.

Just gimme the Buffalo wings from the mom and pop chicken shack please! Phat Wings!!!

Oct 16, 2008

The End Results in Nada!


I have been working so hard, learning everything there is to know about, Business,Finances, Internet Marketing, Webhosting- and everything on Cpanel.

I have purchased 2 Domains, Paid hosting with Hostgator.

I have watched tutorials, and read posts after posts and blog after blog.
I have gone on forums and talked with other bloggers.

I am still back at my fist step. I am still a "blank slate", or maybe I just need sleep?


Currently I want to stay in my place and keep working on it, but I know I have someone coming over in a few hours, to check on me... See if I am living OK, if I'm eating, keeping my place up etc...
None wants to hear about me wanting to become financially independent. It's like I am talking about a yellow brick road to some. I mean.. imagine me, taking care of myself.. that would fck up their world maybe...i dunno...

Damn I can't even go home to see my baby brother get married and it's aggravating me so much I feel like all the progress that I have made in the last year is going down the toilet.

I can almost hear the caseworker now," Zawadi, do you need anything?" :( and I am saying to myself ,"Fck yea I need something!!!!" they know i want them out of my damn face pronto!

I have been basically ignored for the last half of this year so I don't attend any of their brainwashing sessions and listen to a group of Gay people talk about how much their families hate them.... Even though i was there, because I am a Lesbian... I even had my own therapist try to convince me that my parents and family don't like me or hate me. I could have jumped across the table and head bunted her and knocked us both out.

I want more to life than to sit on my ass and get pocket change thrown at me.. while some professionals think i should be grateful.. i wonder how grateful they would be if they had to live in my shoes for a while. They would do what-ever it takes to get out of it. that's what anyone would do.

I am not a criminal and for that i will still get slapped with that label because i have been diagnosed with a Psychiatric Disoder..... now i have to make a way out of no way... here i go again lol....

Oct 12, 2008

Reflections


I was not at all familiar with starting up my own hosted site, but did it anyway, because I was not going to learn by looking at everyone else.

It's a fun website and actually one of my favorite blogs. I know i lost a lot of readers because I have been aloof from writing, commenting on your blogs and not updating all of my blogs at all.

I am trying to turn this around and so hear I start with my open online Diary...

List of what I have been doing :
1. Listening to the Nurse ask me " are you taking your meds?"
2.Listening to the Nurse ask me " are you taking your meds?"
3."" "" meds?"

I love that woman!! :)

Decided to stop going to a group I used to attend, so I can get away from what felt like a pointless waste of my blogging time lol.

Organizing my home, because if it's not I feel uneasy. I really don't like clutter.

Thought about my son too much, and miss him. :(

Wondering if I am a bigot, because over 90% are Latino around me and I feel like I am in a foreign land with nobody. I just miss my Afro-Creole-ness.Gumbo and Jambalaya...

My last date even made a comment to me like this " you hate Hispanics". I laughed and said , "oh please." If I hate other races I would have to hate allot of family including my half AF American child. Made her shut up :)

Oh yea, to the ones who don't know I said HER, meaning I am long gone from the role of "his girl"... it's OK to run from this blog, because I will still be blogging lol lol

My ex, is still my friend, but once she asked me something and she didn't like the answer. So why do people ask me things when they know I wont make up something?

Currently I am waiting for some blood work I took at the Lab, to check my Red Blood Cell Count
I have severe chronic anemia , and that is why my hair is falling out, I actually liked my Afro until i made the mistake of listening to someone and permed, never again!!!.... geez.. I have so much luck.

Well also in this test I will be tested for a genetic form of anemia called Thalasemia. Which is rare in African Americans but not impossible. The areas of the world where people have this disorder falls in line with my Roots. They need to rule this out to be sure....

I just ordered a book about an hour ago from Amazon , and its to teach me more about Buddhism.

Will be back soon.

Oct 7, 2008

My own website !!!!

I finally have my own dot com and I never thought I would be having so much fun ( being sarcastic) http://onestrangeworld.com
It's really allot of work just starting a website, trying to decide is you want it as a blog, forum or both. Then learning how to use FTP, Scripts and finding a name that is not already owned.

I decided to take this blog I have http://one-strange-world.blogspot.com/ and turn it into my love of National Geographic. Talking about everything under the sun, from the coral reefs to The Great Wall of China and even going as far as Monster Hunter.

This site is targeted towards kids and parents, so I need to make sure I stay PG.

I decided not to forward my old posts from blogger to wordpress, because I just wanted a fresh start.

I plan on working really had to make this website good...

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