Diagnosis

I was not at all familiar with starting up my own hosted site, but did it anyway, because I was not going to learn by looking at everyone else.

It's a fun website and actually one of my favorite blogs. I know i lost a lot of readers because I have been aloof from writing, commenting on your blogs and not updating all of my blogs at all.

I am trying to turn this around and so hear I start with my open online Diary...

List of what I have been doing :
1. Listening to the Nurse ask me " are you taking your meds?"
2.Listening to the Nurse ask me " are you taking your meds?"
3."" "" meds?"

I love that woman!! :)

Decided to stop going to a group I used to attend, so I can get away from what felt like a pointless waste of my blogging time lol.

Organizing my home, because if it's not I feel uneasy. I really don't like clutter.

Thought about my son too much, and miss him. :(

Wondering if I am a bigot, because over 90% are Latino around me and I feel like I am in a foreign land with nobody. I just miss my Afro-Creole-ness.Gumbo and Jambalaya...

My last date even made a comment to me like this " you hate Hispanics". I laughed and said , "oh please." If I hate other races I would have to hate allot of family including my half AF American child. Made her shut up :)

Oh yea, to the ones who don't know I said HER, meaning I am long gone from the role of "his girl"... it's OK to run from this blog, because I will still be blogging lol lol

My ex, is still my friend, but once she asked me something and she didn't like the answer. So why do people ask me things when they know I wont make up something?

Currently I am waiting for some blood work I took at the Lab, to check my Red Blood Cell Count
I have severe chronic anemia , and that is why my hair is falling out, I actually liked my Afro until i made the mistake of listening to someone and permed, never again!!!.... geez.. I have so much luck.

Well also in this test I will be tested for a genetic form of anemia called Thalasemia. Which is rare in African Americans but not impossible. The areas of the world where people have this disorder falls in line with my Roots. They need to rule this out to be sure....

I just ordered a book about an hour ago from Amazon , and its to teach me more about Buddhism.

Will be back soon.

Written by Phoebe.. at Sunday, October 12, 2008 |    
Labels: Buddihsm, Family, Gay, Genes, Internet Buisness, Love, Therapy, Website