Symptoms
I was doing "good" for a short time and then started to feel like my symptoms were coming back. I am not sleeping "normal" hours and I just feel alone. I will do my best to get back out there. I have a few appointments setup to see the nurse and counselor etc...
I have made 2 friends here and I think they are cool.
I told her I need to focus on me and not anything or anyone outside of me.
I need something going on for me and not to speak about how others hurt or what others do.
I need a reason to wake up in the morning now.
I need some hobbies maybe lol.
Just cannot afford anything and feel crappy, because my brother is getting married in November and I don't know how I will get to Louisiana and back to "the ocean state".
Just too many things to think about and all of it makes me feel like a failure.
I wish I had something therapeutic to say to you. But because I'm not skilled in those sort of things I would hate to run the risk of making "matters worse". From an optimistic stand point, I can only say hang in there. There is so much in life to be thankful for and appreciative of. No, the road isn't always smooth but we must learn to adapt and overcome. We all face the same adversity (in one way or another) None of us have a monopoly on pain. So, we can share in whatever your situation is without active experiencing it ourselves.
I'm praying for you and hoping that you find many reasons to wake up....one of which is me looking forward to seeing your profile pic pop up on my blog...
Much love my sister...
Roschelle
Blog Queen said...
August 4, 2008 1:22 PM